I guess everybody reached a point in life where you've pretty much hit rock bottom. Every person has at least one issue that is hard to overcome, something that haunts them for years or even a whole lifetime. I certainly know that I do have something like this. After overcoming a terrible time in life - or after reaching a stage where things seem at least tolerable- there is this moment when you are at the crossroads. Where do I go from here? I have decided to change. There are some things that I don't want to remain like this forever. So, I'm starting this blog. It is supposed to accompany for a bit, be a record of sorts, so I know whether I've progressed or not. I have a few wishes that I want to come true, but I know of course that things don't usually works themselves out. So the first step is to formulate goals and write them down, right? So, here we are. Wish number one. " I wish to be more outgoing, to throw caution to the wind and just jump right in. I want to meet more new people, find more interesting, extraordinary people and make friends with them whoever they are". As I write this I see myself sitting in some exotic country, somewhere outside around a campfire hanging out with people in colourful clothes :D And why not? I sometimes wish I could just on board a plane and fly away to some foreign land. Preferably one with beaches. I opened my account at couchsurfing.org just recently and I plan to make use of it soon!